Last night I dreamt that I joined the TTC at Agama again. It was a new group of people. There was a man there flirting on and off with me, I spoke to him in a low voice, as the group sat around a circular table and I wasn't sure if the others were listening or not. I told him I did not mind the ambiguity of the sexual intentions in our relationship, in fact, I enjoyed that there was the possibility that we could have sex, if desired, without any long term commitment, and if we did happen to fall in love, then no worries either way cause if it happened we would both know and that would be that.
The thought rolled in my head, why did I enroll in this course again? There was movement, packing, outdoors, sunlight. I don't remember so much else, meeting the people, seeing the group and not being too thrilled.
Mom wrote and said she dreamed that my left eye was falling in and out of the socket. I was unaware, but she trying to get me to go get help without freaking me out, so she was speaking calmly to me. it is bub now with the cut over her left eye and dilated pupil. this happened to me nearly four years ago--different, but left eye blindedness, optic neuritis.
Friday, August 10, 2007
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