Morning savasana

The snooze button is not such a good friend to me.

I doze off after relaxing at 7 am in bed, after a short tired practice which I never really woke up into.

In the dream, there is a small boy child, and I talk with him, hold him, and realize he is the same man who I am in love with. In the morning I think it is E. I talk with him, and once I realize that it is him, I am even more loving and open with him, holding him and laughing and discussing what's to be done. We are in a shop, planning a birthday party I believe. It reminds me that once u love someone, it's like your love can become some overarching thing and embrace all of time and place. did i make friends with E. as a boy?

ok friends and lovers, i am going to do a strange thing. a wax.