truth

to me it seemed inevitable that we would be together as soon as i met you, before i met you, as soon as i heard you were available to be met.

this all makes perfect sense with you as god.

you see the inevitability of our relationship, of our connection as human beings. this is not something i know the answer to yet. i am in love with god and will open myself to him in all ways. the fact that you refuse me as i am, and can see straight through every lie and ignorance which i carry around, is perfect as it is. i must embrace myself, because i am myself. and i will love honor and worship you as god, and i must be strong enough to reject you as a mean ill mannered man. but god i have seen your heart and it is the most precious thing in this world, in this state. and i will never forget that.